Va’ dove ti porta il cuore

Seumur hidup gue selalu mengikuti arus. Mungkin gue melakukan usaha, tapi usaha seadanya, cuma supaya gue bisa melewati apa yang sebetulnya akan terselesaikan dengan sendirinya. Baru kali ini gue merasa bener2 seperti telur di ujung tanduk. Apa yang akan gue lakukan, gue harus tau. And scrounge my way out of this black hole.
Orang bilang ‘Ah elu mah gak kaya orang stres’. Gak memiliki jidat berkerut2 plus mulut mengerucut dan muka cemberut bukan berarti gue gak kepikiran sama problema2 hidup kan. Baca "Veronika Decides to Die" malah bikin gue makin merasa mirip dengan tokoh2 di situ. Tapi untungnya gue gak berniat melarikan diri ke dunia imajiner.
Aduh, do I sound like a hopeless. Karena sebetulnya gue gak hopeless. Tapi sedang merasakan sedikit deja vu. You know those felings, when you want everything to just fast forward. Don’t have to do the dirty works and everything. Nah setelah semua momen berdarah2 lewat, we can push the pause button. And enjoy those moments of win and glory.

 Penggemar tas Kipling?? Pasti tau tas seri If-nya Kipling kan. Itu yang ada puisi written all over the bag. It’s a damn good one.

If you can keep you head when all about you
   Are losing theirs and blaming it on you
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you
   But make allowance for their doubting too
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting
   Or, being lied about, don’t deal in lies
Or being hated don’t give way to hating
   And yet don’t look too good, nor talk too wise

If you can dream–and not make dreams your master
   If you can think–and not make thoughts your aim
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
   And treat those two impostors just the same
If you can bear to hear the truth you’ve spoken
   Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken
   And stoop and build ‘em with worn out tools

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
   And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
   And never breathe a word about your loss
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
   To serve your turn long after they are gone
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
   Except the Will which says to them: "Hold On!!"

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue
   Or walk with Kings–nor lose the common touch
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you
   If all men count with you, but none too much
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
   With sixty seconds’ worth of distance run
Yours is the earth, and everything that’s in it
   And–which is more–you’ll be a Man, my son!

-R. Kipling-

apakah hal yang paling nikmat di dunia???
nge-net gratis!!!
gak usah bayar, jaringan lancar dan bebas (yah agak sedikit terbatas siy, maklum butuh jiwa crack sedikit)
tapi intinya, asoy coy!!!
huakakaka

P.S. ini adalah momen2 paling gak penting dari Mayang, jadi maklum2 aja kalo isinya gak mutu banget
P.S.S. buat pengurus Himalogin tahun 2005-2006 ada acara tutup tahun tanggal 23 Desember jangan lupa dateng bakal diadain di rumah Niken 41. acara apa, jam berapa, bayarannya berapa di pengumuman lebih lanjut!!